DEAD!

The more you are available ,

The more you’re seen as an unwanted dish on the table.

Sometimes you have to show that you are occupied ,

Sometimes you have to highlight your rarest side .

Because this is the only way out.

To not make them look at you like a doubt.

They know that for them you hold a soft corner ,

They know that for them you will be there like you always were .

You cannot redraw your worth in their head ,

You cannot arouse the feelings that are already dead!

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IF THERE EVER COMES A DAY ❤❤ ❤ 

If there ever comes a day,

That I die before time ,

I would still be there in the Ashes somewhere.

I’d be in the walls of your room ,

In the fragrance of your perfume.

I would be in the music that you’d hear, 

Don’t worry , I’d still be near .
I’d be in every Sound ,

Even in the dust on the Ground.

I’d would be in the Sunlight too ,

Don’t worry, I’d still be around.
I’d would be in my Letters that you’d read ,

I’d be in every page that you’d flip.

I know then, that you’d need me ,

But I’m sorry , cause you wouldn’t see me .
I know it’d be tough,

For you to spend the nights,

But when you’d flash out through your window ,

You’d still see me up there, shining bright.

And everytime you’d cry,

I’d want to hold you tight!!

💓💔💓💔❤💔❤

MY FAULT!

You Promised ;

I fulfilled!

That was my fault .
You Demanded;

I pampered!

That was my fault.
You became Sad; 

I cried!

That was my fault.
You came Close;

I let You !

That was my fault.
You wanted Togetherness;

I left my Independence!

That was my fault.
You wanted Love.

I showered!

That was my fault.
You wanted medicine.

I gave you kisses!

That was my fault.
You Changed.

I suffered!

That was my fault.
You wanted Separation.

I allowed!

That was my fault.
You wanted my Soul.

I died!

That was my fault.
But at the end I know one thing-

You used me 

Still I Love You ….!!

That’s my fault.

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔